Happy Fourth Birthday Lazarus!!!

I cannot believe my baby Lazarus is four years old today. His birth was so special, my first water birth.

Lazarus was THE easiest baby. He slept anywhere all the time. As long as he had his thumb, he'd sleep.

He's still an easy kid. So thoughtful, always ready to help and so tender hearted. I am in complete denial that he is four years old. It just hurts too much.